hero in flight

5-27-2009
very cloudy out side.

i was flying to work on my precious NJ transit. it was a laxidazical flight of fancy. as i made my way over here to the elementry school. i was lost in thought as usual. i would call it day dreaming like i have done since first grade.

i remember in first grade, it would be in the middle of a test. i would embark on diffrent worlds. at the time i would think about my greatest love; Gabriel. i was in love at the time. he didnt like me but i held on stead fast to the dream that we would one day get together. he was a little hispanic boy with bright blue eyes. i thought his family was nice and his mother always picked him up on time (something my family never did). i just hought it would be better to be in his family then mine. Even as much as i loved my family, they always left me an dmy sister in wierd places by ourselves.

When we would say things to people we would always get in trouble because we were never aloud to discuss about our family affairs. it was an unspoken promise when you were born in this enviornment.

i hope i never leaave my children any place i hope to be a wonderful inspiration when the time comes.

Any way i am here at school and i have to get ready for Obama night. yes,a dedication to obama. it is boarderline idol worship. some one looked at me like i was crazy when i said it out loud. but what do you call it when you have gatherings in his name!! the inogeration was a pivital point in american history but everything after is just circumstance. his failures and accomplishments will be noted in the annals of history, lets just see what he will do because he may fuck it up and have us attacked and i bet we wont have these celibrator parties again, lol. i vited for him and i am glad my canidate won, but i not celebrating anymore, lets see what the man will do.

lets hope north korea does not get s first.